Well, its been about 3 or more days since I have not been able to draw.
Not that I cant. Just that I have no desire or pleasure from it.
I'm afraid I have to agree with some of my fellow artists who are in the profession
...... its tough.
After 5-6 years of making a living out of my drawing I have come to a HUGE hole in the rode... and I fell in....and cant get out I'm real stuck...
I'm not sure if it's just that I am so tired of drawing things for clients that I don't like to draw, or the fact that it has turned more into a Chore/Job than something that I love.
Also the fact that I didn't make my deadline for my book..
I think that's what gave me the big kick in the gut. And just made me want to give up in art all together.
After working for an animation studio that uses interns for free work and paid pretty bad was a big rock on the road... That I skipped (TML animation studios) <-- ahem....I actually believed all their lies... why was I so stupid?
But I guess also the fact that I was so busy with art for clients and trying to get money for bills and such....
Its hard to just sit down and draw a comic book when you have to pay for things and draw one project after another to make a living....
Or if its depression or what ever I don't know.
So I'm thinking of taking a break from any drawing or ect...
until My passion for drawing painting ect comes back to me. I'm sure it wont take that long, Because drawing for me has always been like Chocolate. I can go without chocolate for a week and no more lol.... I hope.
This is the first time that I haven't drawn for 3 days in a row or sketched. I usually draw every day at least something as far I can remember.....
um.. so yeah I feel pretty bummed down and a bit sad, but that's life I guess
Sorry for not posting any good quality artwork for the last couple of months or maybe even years.